Where is the one that likes to laugh? Where is the one that can hold a intelligent conversation and still be silly and fun? Where is the one that can understand me when
I can't? Where is the one that makes my heart flop at the mention of their name. Where is the one that sets passion on fire and heats up my heart? Where are you? I have been waiting a long time. I am anxious to finally proceed with our lives.
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Still around
I am still out here fighting through the struggle. I have something to share with everyone. I hope by leaving these words ONE person can help in the fight. It is no secret this world is so full of evil and bad apples the god people are suffering. We don't want to try to see other peoples viewpoints because we are all wrapped in our own. But if we can do a couple things we can learn to coexist and have a plentiful world.
If you have an opportunity help someone, then you should do that. No matter if it helps you or not. If you can do this you will see that God will reward you. People are cruel, hateful, and sometimes downright evil. What does it hurt to just keep the meanness to yourself. The people that kill others beat them up, scream at them for being different, the ones that don't like immogrants. All of these things are warped. we were all immigrants at one time or another. Not one person is better than the rest.
We must learn to live and let live before Mother Nature figures out just what losers we are a do away with us herself. I have seen Pigs nurture baby lions. I have sen a tiger nurse a pig. prey that nurture and help raise its sworn enemy and vice versa. Yet as a people we are arrogant, mean and canibalistic to our own. What the hell is wrong with us.
For once people, open your eyes clearly and see that the person next to you is just that. A person. They are just like you and deserve the same treatment you would want for yourself if you were in their shoes. And it doesnt matter if you can relate to them, at that moment if you WERE them how would you want someone to treat you. That can at least make it where you don't cross the line and hurt someone. For example: If you don't like gays and you don't believe it is right, that is ok. But, leave the judgement up to GOd. He says he will take care of the wrongdoers if that is what they are in your opinion. He says Judge not lest ye be judged. That is a great rule.
I want so bad for my kids to grow up and be able to have it better than me not worse. Hell I already says the when I was a kid thing all the time. Why can't we make it right again. There is nothing that says we can't try. So I challenge anyone to do at least one good thing a day for someone. Just try it and let me know at the end of 1 month what you have found out by doing this. Just try it.
If you have an opportunity help someone, then you should do that. No matter if it helps you or not. If you can do this you will see that God will reward you. People are cruel, hateful, and sometimes downright evil. What does it hurt to just keep the meanness to yourself. The people that kill others beat them up, scream at them for being different, the ones that don't like immogrants. All of these things are warped. we were all immigrants at one time or another. Not one person is better than the rest.
We must learn to live and let live before Mother Nature figures out just what losers we are a do away with us herself. I have seen Pigs nurture baby lions. I have sen a tiger nurse a pig. prey that nurture and help raise its sworn enemy and vice versa. Yet as a people we are arrogant, mean and canibalistic to our own. What the hell is wrong with us.
For once people, open your eyes clearly and see that the person next to you is just that. A person. They are just like you and deserve the same treatment you would want for yourself if you were in their shoes. And it doesnt matter if you can relate to them, at that moment if you WERE them how would you want someone to treat you. That can at least make it where you don't cross the line and hurt someone. For example: If you don't like gays and you don't believe it is right, that is ok. But, leave the judgement up to GOd. He says he will take care of the wrongdoers if that is what they are in your opinion. He says Judge not lest ye be judged. That is a great rule.
I want so bad for my kids to grow up and be able to have it better than me not worse. Hell I already says the when I was a kid thing all the time. Why can't we make it right again. There is nothing that says we can't try. So I challenge anyone to do at least one good thing a day for someone. Just try it and let me know at the end of 1 month what you have found out by doing this. Just try it.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Home Alone Mom's Version
Well, as you can tell from the title I am home alone. The kids are out of the house for a change. Most people might get excited and maybe go out. Not me. I really would uch rather hang out at home and watch tv or simply read or something not so stressful. If I go out to a bar let's say, all I wind up doing is sitting in the corner and wishing it was time to go. Most guys there are getting lit and trying to impress Miss pour myself into clothes girl. No one trying to really look for a person just looking to get laid.
Don't get me wrong, I like to have sex just like everyone else. but I really want it to mean something. I want to feel like I love them.
Anyway, I am home alone and cleaning house doing laundry, stuff like that. Not a glamorous life but it is mine. I think I am really looking forward to sleeping in late. THAT would be fabalous! Knowing my luck someone is bound to call me or something. LOL I am off here now time to go and get things finished.
Don't get me wrong, I like to have sex just like everyone else. but I really want it to mean something. I want to feel like I love them.
Anyway, I am home alone and cleaning house doing laundry, stuff like that. Not a glamorous life but it is mine. I think I am really looking forward to sleeping in late. THAT would be fabalous! Knowing my luck someone is bound to call me or something. LOL I am off here now time to go and get things finished.
Friday, August 15, 2008
Finally moved!
Well Thank God that is over!! I am finally moved in now and it feels great to have that behind me. Hailey is loving the pools but hating the schools LOL. Heaven loves the sitter and all is O.K. for the moment. My car is feeling neglected sooo I have to take her in and get somethings fixed on her. As life rolls you never know where you wind up. Baby's dad is mad because we now live an hour from him and he is having to drive more to see Heaven. But don't feel too sorry for him, we have been in our new place for 3 weeks and he still has yet to see her. So it is not like he is going out of his way to do that. Anyway, Thank you Lord for this day. You always look out for me even when I don't LOL. And thank you readers whomever you are. It is good too have someone to bounce things off of even if they don't reply LOL. Tomorrow I get a massage YAY. It will be the very first one I have ever gotten. I can't wait!!! My back is killing me. SOoo talk to you later and have a funme day!!!
Monday, June 30, 2008
Slow and Easy
Well as Murphy's prevails yet again in my life things are going downhill. My truck started acting up Friday on the way home. I am hopeful it will be just a catalytic converter. It is in the shop now. I also had news of the sitter I wanted to hire when I moved wasn't interested in sitting for my daughter. She is 2 years old and speaks fluent Spanish and English. So i wanted her to keep a spanish sitter. So far it is harder than I thought to find one where I am moving to.
Even though I am not moving until August 1, we have started packing the not so necessities. You may laugh but I don't want to wait until the last minute and find myself stressing over a move. It is hard enough with the 2 girls why add to the drama.
My teen has come around. She is getting more excited now about moving. I hope this is good for her. She has had a rough life so far and I am trying desperatly to make it better. I still dont have a love life, and really don't expect one any time soon. I don't put myself out there in the bars because I don't drink. And let's face it there aren't alot of viable options left to meet men. Hmmm, maybe I will start hanging out at the local parts stores LOL. More to come....
Even though I am not moving until August 1, we have started packing the not so necessities. You may laugh but I don't want to wait until the last minute and find myself stressing over a move. It is hard enough with the 2 girls why add to the drama.
My teen has come around. She is getting more excited now about moving. I hope this is good for her. She has had a rough life so far and I am trying desperatly to make it better. I still dont have a love life, and really don't expect one any time soon. I don't put myself out there in the bars because I don't drink. And let's face it there aren't alot of viable options left to meet men. Hmmm, maybe I will start hanging out at the local parts stores LOL. More to come....
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Life in the Fast Lane
Today I have made a decision. I am moving my two girls closer to where I work. I am taking my nest egg and putting it into a new place to live. Gas is killing me and I live an hour from work. This costs me about $125.00 a week. Sooo, I figured my family must move closer in order to survive. Rent is going to be more but I think I can offset that with my savings on gas. Lord only knows where gas will stop rising right.
Hailey (my 16 yr old) is not happy about this. Even though she gains a 4 swimming pools and a dishwasher. She is sullen and mad about leaving her friends. I keep trying to tell her she will make more but you know kids she isn't having any of that. Needless to say I am determined to make this work. I must move to save my family from starving or having no lights because gas went up again. Right now it's at $4.15 for unleaded! They keep saying it is only going to get worse before it gets better. Damn optimists.
Heaven is ok with whatever I want she just wants her toys and videos and all is right with the world. I made a mental note to make sure to label her dvd box when we move to help kep her entertained while mom and Hailey fight over who will unpack what. Things are crazy right now. Heaven may have to have eye surgery, has to now wear glasses, Hailey has a borken tooth and to top it off I found a lump in my left breast. (sigh)
So wish me luck and any comments are appreciated. Thanks.
Hailey (my 16 yr old) is not happy about this. Even though she gains a 4 swimming pools and a dishwasher. She is sullen and mad about leaving her friends. I keep trying to tell her she will make more but you know kids she isn't having any of that. Needless to say I am determined to make this work. I must move to save my family from starving or having no lights because gas went up again. Right now it's at $4.15 for unleaded! They keep saying it is only going to get worse before it gets better. Damn optimists.
Heaven is ok with whatever I want she just wants her toys and videos and all is right with the world. I made a mental note to make sure to label her dvd box when we move to help kep her entertained while mom and Hailey fight over who will unpack what. Things are crazy right now. Heaven may have to have eye surgery, has to now wear glasses, Hailey has a borken tooth and to top it off I found a lump in my left breast. (sigh)
So wish me luck and any comments are appreciated. Thanks.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Wow it is a spot for me!
So today I started a blog. LOL. I never even knew about this kinda stuff. I am a 38 year old mom with little time and not alot of friends. My sixteen year old is never here and my 2 year old is most of my conversation these days. I love my kids and the struggles of single parenting are evident with my ratty sweats, loose shirts. Along the way of this road you will learn alot about me. You out there will become the friend I can't seem to have anywhere else. Welcome and by the way your allowed to talk too. LOL.
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